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Mac Howard

Mac Howard
I am 55 now. A 13 year survivor of Bladder cancer. That said, I am so much more. I am a husband of 34 years (lucky woman), a father of 3, a foster father of 19, a coach and supporter of more things than I can count. I have been a volunteer firefighter. Read more.

Three older men, sitting on a bench with their arms around each other

Brothers

I need to say, from the onset, I am angry. Exceptionally angry. More than that, I am heartbroken. Cancer has

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Guilt

I think the formula may well be “Time multiplied by loss, then divided by survival equals guilt.” I don’t know

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Faith

Faith (noun): “Complete trust or confidence on someone or something.” “Strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a