Greetings, Bladdercancer.net! I've shared my story lots over the last 6 months, due to my 5th NMIBC diagnosis earlier this year. I feel I might have made the wrong decision in canceling the follow-up before the 3-month follow-up appointment. Consulting with new caregivers--in this current health system--has postponed my maintenance by almost another 3 months. I am most annoyed with myself. Nothing I can do about it now, though. My main concern has been the greater risk of recurrence since not receiving intravesical chemotherapy for prevention after my latest TURBT. Today, my new urologist recommends a 6-week gemcitabine induction round. I am feeling unexpectedly anxious. I have only ever had single instillations of mitomycin, which I didn't handle very well. So, I'd like to ask the Bladdercancer.net Cheer Squad to share your experiences with induction chemotherapy, particularly with gemcitabine. Thanks for your feedback! ~Jacqueline, Moderator (Bladdercancer.net, Contributor)