i am a very active 75 year old that just is dealing with this nasty cancer since mid January. It has turned my live upside down and having real problems dealing with it from within. With the family i and pretty positive. i have become very edgy. Not sure how to deal with internal adn external struggles. My wife passed a year and a half ago so pretty much on my own. I am surrounded with great friends but i keep everything close to the vest with them.