@mariew86 - You will have answers very soon. I know that you may not want them but I personally think that it is better to know what, if anything, you are dealing with. Fear of the unknown is common and tough to deal with but we do get through it. Let us know who you find out and know that we are here to support you. Sending positive vibes your way. Linda Urbanski ( moderator, Bladdercancer.net team member)